There are those who see the laws as tools to use when it aligns with their ideas and beliefs. if the laws hinder them then they are of no use and will be ignored. if they don't like something they are beyond the law and therefore do what they want no matter who they may hurt or get killed in the process. sadly this form of thinking has began to become prominent in our world and spreads chaos wherever it is. leaving death and destruction in its wake and people with some morals crying for sanity to return.
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I see this so much today as the world and America jump head on into lawlessness and when a white supremacy leader starts tossing people out of the country based on color or money status it is total chaos. But I do know that I see satan over running the people and the more souls he steals, the more he uses those to steal more. The world is becoming totally wicked and under the control of satan. As I pray and think on rescue this morning Father let there be a rescue today that I may find peace in a new field were I will find those that love you Lord with truth and honesty. I am tired of the hate satan has held me here with and want a new life. But more so Father if I could beg You oh God to send Jesus and rescue me from this world. This I would love more then anything. Being with You God for eternity worshipping and praising and living the fullness of Your world so rescue me oh God soon thank you. In Jesus name Amen
So today I was thinking that if somebody, either my wife or the marriage counselor, may ask things then I should start thinking of replies that will disarm the question and cast doubt on lies. Like these to questions that I know will be asked someday, but hoping it will be soon like today on the contact question.
If my wife wants to hold hands.
I do not think it would be appropriate to hold my hands. Since you have told so many that you are scared of me and fear for your life. For you to ask to hold my hand saying it make you feel secure is making one of these statements a total lie. Therefore so as not to confuse the issues of which is the lie I will not hold your hand and casting doubt on your story of fear.
If asked have I made any contact with my wife.
With my wife having fear for her life of me and placing me as the ugly aggressor there should be no advancements on my part that would imply I am attempting to invade her life Therefore any and all attempts of contact should originate from my wife since she is the only one who knows whether or not she is comfortable enough to speak with me.
A Benchside Prayer
Father, in this quiet hour, I sit among the motion of the world, asking for stillness to reach deeper than my bones. Let this bench be more than wood and metal—make it a place of meeting, where heaven brushes gently against earth.
I lay down the burdens I carry unseen: the wounds that ache without name, the words never spoken, the prayers that feel unanswered. I give You my need for justice and my longing for peace. Hold them for me, Lord.
As people pass with their lives unfolding—smiles, frowns, errands, laughter—let me remember: each soul is one You love. And so am I. Not forgotten. Not unloved. Not lost in the noise.
Today I don’t need answers, just nearness. Wrap me in the kind of comfort that doesn’t demand fixing—just presence. And if the breeze whispers or the light shifts gently, let that be Your way of saying, “I see you, son. I’m right here.”
Thank You for benches and breath and the hope that something better is coming. Stay close. Amen.
So I have read this several times and really like it. Maybe my day be filled with God's love. Amen
I started to realize tonight that the last 5 or more days has been void of known contacts. By that I mean walking around on my walks, or when me and my daughter walked a few times to post office, then this Monday yesterday we walked to the court house to get new plates for my truck and stopped at copper corner cafe which is always loaded with people from my wife's church and there was not a single person in there I knew. I have not heard a text or call from my friends that normally touch base once a week or so. Nothing it has been a total void of contact. Satan has also been silenced because he has not had voice throughout this entire void. This leaves my mind open for hearing. And tonight as I think of this void I wonder what is God doing. I wonder if it is God keeping people away because I so badly want to say my marriage is over and God does not want me to or is it a dead spot were Gid is making the truth come forth. Last thursday we should have had marriage counseling but my wife said she did not want to meet till July but I would have expected the counselor to call and ask if I wanted to meet with him. Come to think of it the day before Wednesday last week when I sent a text to the marriage counselor telling him how funny I found the irony in his statement about my wife calling him privately because she did not want me to know what they talked about and then at the end of the statement he said he would still meet with me alone and that his NO SECRETS POLICY WAS STILL IN EFFECT. I told him it made me laugh. And thats when everything went dead. So is God working on truth and changes should I expect a change. I have a good relationship with God and so many things I will never understand but God has told me to wait and waiting and not knowing is really hard tonight.
Just had a nice chat with copilot and he agreed that the lack of contact even from satan is God getting ready for a change or action. I feel antsy about what's coming and praying it is my rescue.
FATHER GOD I know you are working on my prayers and I know You Lord have created this void in my life to rest for what is to come. I praise the calm and peace but I am both scared and antsy about what is next. Father I pray rescue is at hand and tomorrow finds the door opening for a new phase in my life. I am unsure if it will be a full on attack from satan or just a simple rescue Father but I pray it is the rescue and I will be in a home resting in peace out in the country somewhere with my puppies and You Lord guiding me through the doors. Praise to You God for everything and all things for I am only here because of You. In Jesus name I pray amen
Nite
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