Day 269 maybe today I will poke some fun

 


Maybe today I will poke some fun. Last week after 3 weeks of silence because my wife got mad that I accused her of keeping secrets and leading a double life the counselor was trying to setup a session and I asked if my wife was going to be there. So hours later he sent out a text in the group again saying "my wife called him PRIVATELY and said she would not be there " then went on to explain that he had told her some dates and she thought he wasn't going to be there blah blah blah. But he finished with a note " but I can meet with you with the understanding my NO SECRETS policy is still in effect".  Ok this was wrong on so many levels because it could be insulting to me or a warning to me, I just dont know exactly how it was ment or just a point he was making because of my telling my wife she has secrets and won't talk to me about her life because of all of her secrets. Soooo this morning I think I may just poke some fun at it. Here's what I think I will put in the group chat this morning.

Hahaha had to laugh this morning. I could not remeber the dates for when counseling might resume so I could schedule doctors appointments and got reading the text again. When I noticed in group text you said "my wife called you privately to say she was not coming" then towards the end he said "I would be happy to meet with you with the understanding my no secrets policy is still in effect" this made me chuckle this morning thanks for brightening my day.

Like I  am the one texting in the group so all 3 can read because I don't have secrets and he want to point out that he will meet with me understanding he will tell my wife everything yet I hear absolutely nothing this way from him or her. So why not poke fun at the biased bears and see if they growl back. I definitely am not going to lose anything.

Hehehe well I guess humor and poking only appeal to certain people hehehe. 

So I sent my text about laugh on the irony of privately and no secrets and both my and the counselor read the message and only the counselor replied back with Glad I could brighten your day hehehe then repeated his dates he was going to be gone. Never did say again what date marriage counseling would resume so guessing it probably will not. I guess if you have nothing to lose might as well lose it all hehehe

Was pretty warm around 86 so the dips in the ditch did alot of good. Tomorrow suppose to be hotter so more plunges hehehe 

We hard boiled the rest of the eggs this morning and hard boiled egg with honey mustard is really good. After that I went out and patched and cleaned and tightened the little grill my daughter got me and it is sturdy and ready for its maiden cooking hehehe

Resting now and playing games then maybe some shut eye.

The night has started to sink it's teeth into the light and though my texted only sparked a response from the counselor it says my wife read it also and I pray it sparks some conflict and truth to start coming into the conversations all of them are having I also pray it may spark the thing God needs to get me my rescue from here to a new home and my puppies there to sleep by my side amen

Nite

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