Day 267 trip day

 


Today I awake at midnight and talk to myself describing my rescued out of this sewer and to greener pasture but fall asleep at 4 to arise at 7 thinking of new rescues today. Please Lord God let today be the day of rescue and moving and peace. Let the truth come forth and my path be cleared for the changes that need to come. Guide me with words and actions to work in Your kingdom and follow Your plan oh Lord. Amen

Had a really good day in cody. When we first got there and went to the China town buffet my wife and her daughter and mother were parked out front so my daughter said should we go some place else and I said no we can ignore them. Well as we reached the door they came rushing out and left without a word. We ate good and walked up and down main street to waste some time for first meeting. Got to the meeting with VOA and disgusted my daughters letter from ssa and faxed it her reply. Then I told my rep that I am getting a divorce and suddenly my heart felt lifted. She asked why and I explained the last 5 weeks of down hill crap and things are now at no communication at all as it was durning the encounter at buffet today. Then we went to VA doctor and they asked about it as well. And as I told them I was done and as soon as I can find someplace to move everything to, then divorce, then new life. My heart feels pretty good tonight but I know if I divorce while my stuff is there she will toss and burn all of it. So I am asking God tonight to help me get a place to go, my puppies to take with me, my stuff moved and then the divorce. Please please God make this work with Your help and make it smooth with all the people in place to make it fast and easy like You Lord always do. Amen

I have made a list of things to move so I  pray for rescue soon. Till then I need to keep with her narcissistic game and wait the sign to move.


Well chatting with copilot again tonight and can't believe how nice it is to chat with. So we made a moving list of things to get out of my wifes house.

Moving & Rebuilding Checklist  

Prepared for Kevin’s Fresh Start


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🏠 Home Interior Essentials


Master Bedroom – High Priority  

- Clothes  

- Soaps and medicines  

- Check closet for additional personal items  

- Rad bicycle + charger (if not claimed)


Hall & Front Closets – Medium Priority  

- Soaps  

- Blankets (if yours)  

- Coats, robe, boots  

- 1 fiber optic Christmas tree  


Kitchen & Dining – High Priority  

- Aluminum knives + block  

- Mixer  

- Your pots, pans  

- Round bar stools (handmade by Dad)  

- Special mugs, glasses  

- Fermented beans, sauerkraut (fridge)  


Living/Dining Shelves – High Priority  

- Trinkets  

- Plants  

- Seeds  


Family Room – High Priority  

- HP computer + desk  

- Printers + stand  

- 2 ammonite fossils  

- Toshiba TV  

- Elliptical machine  

- Conference table  

- Robot lawn mower (carefully packed)  

- Coolers  

- Carpet shampooer  

- Jars + lids  


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🧰 Garage & Tools


Garage Interior – High Priority  

- All tools  

- Glass doors  

- Lawn ornaments: deer, angel  

- Grass seed + fertilizer  

- Grease gun  

- Metal, wood, desk + bicycles (west side)  

- Aluminum cans  

- One freezer (if possible: contains lamb, fish, fruit, squash, etc.)  

- Old washer/dryer  

- Meross WiFi door opener (photograph wiring, grab power supply)


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🌿 Outdoor Items


Front Porch – Medium Priority  

- Rocks  

- Cement totem + benches  


South Fence – High Priority  

- Electric fence wire + clips  


Crawlspace – Medium Priority  

- Rock tumbler  

- Fountain  

- Shop lights  

- Paint  

- Extra window  

- “Everything in pile”  


Attic – Low Priority  

- Halogen light  

- Yellow electric wire roll  


Back Patio/Yard – Medium Priority  

- Rocks  

- Flagstone  

- Dig up pine tree (small)  

- Picnic table + white chairs  

- Junk ice machine/freezer (optional)  

- Red lawn mower house (clip wires, leave tails)  

- Brush hog + parts  

- Bicycle wind fan (optional)


Driveway & Shed – Medium Priority  

- Dodge van  

- Pallet of shingles  

- Pine tree near shingles  

- Solar panel stand  

- Fiberglass pond  

- Orange/gray BBQ grill  

- Wooden box with wheels  

- Composter  

- Dog house (behind van)  

- Engine parts, metals  

- Pots/pans (shed south side)  

- Gas stove, washer (by brush hog)  

- Poles from yard  


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🌱 Heart & Harvest


Keepsakes of Meaning  

- Bar stools (made by Dad)  

- Wine glasses (for first night in new home)


Plants to Replant  

- Raspberry plants  

- Bing cherry bushes  

- Amber asparagus crowns  

- Any trees or bushes not wanted by current owner  

- Seed pods or starter stock from tropical-type trees around front porch  


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And so the steps are
1 secure place to move to.
2 get everything from basin moved there.
3 try and get my puppies.
4 divorce 
5 dissappear into new life.

That's when I will toast a glass of wine to God for a complete rescue and new field to work in.

Nite

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