Dwy 242 MC day if you think it will happen

 

Last night and this morning I have had the thought of my wife's double life on my mind and how to get people to see it. She changes her email, she makes many different social media accounts with new emails and names so I can't see what she is doing. She walks out of the house to talk to people on the phone so I can't hear what is being said. Her whole life is hidden from me and so there is nothing to talk about except everything that involves not knowing her or her other life. And this is really bugging me today. 

So I am thinking maybe I should ask this question in the marriage group text so my wife can see it also or if we have marriage counseling today maybe asking the question there but I would bet a million dollars the counselor will cut me off and not let me finish or even ask the question which is why I think the group text would be better. Oooo I know if we have marriage counseling I will try to ask and if I am cut off I will stop send it to the group chat and walk out of counseling. Yep I think that is what I will do. So here is my question I wrote up

5/22/2025

DOUBLE LIFE QUESTION

Counselor, I am asking this question because, and for give me for assuming, but I assume your marriage is some what in a normal plain since it seems to be working pretty good. Does your wife run a double life and is this a normal thing in a marriage. Let me give a few examples. Does your wife change her email address every year or so to keep you from knowing her messages or seeing what she is sending or receiving and then tell you she only has 1 email address and you can look at it anytime?  Does your wife have multiple social media accounts none of which she will share with you or even tell you about and deny having?  Does your wife start a phone call then walk out of the house to the furthest point in the yard so she hangs up if you come out so as not to be heard and then tells you nothing about the call if you ask?  Making all your conversation about anything except dealing with the other life. I am so puzzled on this part of marriage and the limits it puts on communication and do not know how much of this is normal or should I live in the box mark this life is were you live. Could you help explain this to me.

It's 1:30pm and I am feeling antsy for a walk but know if I start asking walk they will decide to have marriage counseling and if I don't start the walk counseling will not happen. I hate this type of go around never knowing till the last minute but guess I  will wait. I am not saying anything just letting it go by. It seems I am the only one to bring it up or care about it so let's just sit and watch. I also have my question ready and if around 5pm we don't have counseling then I will fire it off. My heart has fluttered a couple of times in anticipation of the fall out for such a question because I know the church is going to jump to her aid and defend her saying I am a liar and that my wife says it's not true so therefore it's not true because the believe every word from her mouth. Yet I could point out several times the counselor asked for our email addresses and she refused because I would see it. I am also concerned that this meeting 2 or 3 times a week is dead in the water and will not happen again because she probably is either dealing with a daughter she told we went for a walk together is yelling at her because she feels betrayed or she really has not told her daughter and does not want to get caught doing something together because everyone in her hate group will go off on her.

Had a very short nothing call with the wife and heard about her headache and pain in her arm. So I started to send my double life question and I felt very uneasy about it so I am praying for God the guide me on sending it or not because I am not sure if God was making me uneasy or satan so he wouldn't lose ground. And man this is really a God please guide me spot.

Little rain and cool down then morning hehehe nite yall