Day 233 ever wonder

 


If things are right and your where you are supposed to be doing what if this is right I would hate to be wrong hehehe

Confide in other men confess your sin. What if I my sin is hate towards a brother that has wrecked my life. What if my sin is the distrust I have in a wife that continuely lies and builds hate for me among her family and friends. If I tell them the truth they call me crazy and lier. At this time the only one to confess to is God and my VOA friend.

Today was cooler and nice for walking. My daughter cooked up a big pot of rice and chicken and zucchini which tasted really delicious. After over eating we took a walk and then I took my long walk. Pretty calm and nothing big jumped up and said look at me hehehe got down to last turn into town and sat down and cooled my feet in the ditch water which is like 38 degrees. 


Then headed home. Talked with my wife on the phone and she told me she had her bone density scan today and I asked what will she do with that. She told it was for how strong her bones are or close to that. I know exactly what it's for so I joked she will have to drink milk now since milk makes bones stronger. And again just like she did yesterday when she was told of misaligned vertebrae should told the doctor she will not go to a chiropractor ever (don't know reason behind that but I am sure someone on Facebook or a male friend told her no) but yes she HATES milk so will never drink that stuff. Heheheh

Well a new storm front is here, rolled in around 7pm and has been raining suppose to be lighting later and I can hear some in the distance. Then cold and raining for the next week. 

Guess I am going to shut down and day dream for a few hours them crash. And oh side note my blood pressure has been great with dandelion tea so thinking I may stock up.

Nite

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