Day 229 the new ending

 


Well marriage counseling went as I had prayed so all glory to God for a meeting with no condemnation which was nice but also no resolve so I am doubting if the marriage will work or not. I could tell that the counselor had talked to my wife and knew her side of Mondays phone call when I asked about having a personal conversation and she said will happen just take a long time.  

But the day is suppose to be warmer and almost hot hehehe so will be nice day for a walk. I asked my wife what happen with her leg if that was not to much personal information but all I got back was a very very vague response.

Today is nice and hot and so snakes will be hiding since this one was out around 7pm while it was cooling down. But my buddy from VOA is coming over and we'll walk for a bit and talk. It is always good to have him to talk to. 

The walk was good with my friend and then I did my normal walk so I could get some miles on the challenge hehehe.  Had to stop on first lap though because the RV plug over heated from bad contact so had to clean the plug and redo it but it has been working good since. 

My wife called while I was put walking and so I missed it but called her back for a very quick conversation before it turned to her mother not eating and so called it and prayed. 

Other then that my knee hurts and I am going to icy hot and emu oil it then wrap it for the next 24 hours

Nite

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