DAY 192 Can you see hope

 


Jesus often spoke of the hope, light found in Him.  HE is the everlasting fountain.  For those that saw Him they could see Hope but Jesus also said how much greater are those that believe but can not see Him.  I still think even if we can not see Jesus we still see creation and there for still see Hope.

So this morning the marriage counselor just texted the question of if we are meeting this week and he has openings after 10:30 am so now I am waiting to see what the chest move is.  My wife said yesterday she still could not talk and was still sick. But if she replies that back to the counselor then she would not be able to show up for nursery worker tonight at church and if she says yes then there is the chance I will ask about her response yesterday. So I know she is waiting for me to answer then agree to go but just act sick or maybe actually be sick but I will never know the truth. But I have all day and tomorrow really to wait because my daughter has post op appointment tomorrow in cody and therefore I can't go anyway. But I am really wanting to see what game play my wife tries.

Well its almost 6pm and no answer from my wife on group unless she sent it private to him which maybe the case. But I am getting the wait feeling so I will see what tomorrow brings. If there is nothing by tomorrow morning then I will answer about her sickness and taking her ability to communicate away so I  am not sure.

Went for a walk today and got my 5 miles in was cold and windy but went ok. Tomorrow is post open for my daughter in cody and then see what the weekend brings. Pretty sure it won't be marriage stuff but maybe it will being some warm days. Hehehe yep my daughter confirmed that I should wait for my wife to answer. 

So now to snuggle down to some looney tunes mayhem and then some evening dreaming hehehe


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