Day 184 I think and pray for a direction change

 

After last night's little revelation I am praying that God grants me a speedy direction change and the open doors to find the truth and death threat and even find the original complaint I filed and that things will start piecing together speedily and smooth. That I can be lifted from this spot and placed in seclusion outside town miles away and the proper people in place to make it smooth and easy.

My daily devotional was good this morning 

"as the time when the Jews got relief from their enemies, and as the month when their sorrow was turned into joy and their mourning into a day of celebration "

~ Esther 9:22 NIV

Haman, the enemy of the Jews, plotted to annihilate all of the Jews that remained in Persia.

This sent worry throughout the land within all the Jews as they knew they could not overcome the decree put in place that they all be destroyed.

This would be the beginning of a sequence of events between Esther and Mordecai (her cousin) that would require them both putting their lives on the line, by faith, to save the lives of their people.

The result: everything Haman planned for them was done to him and his sons.

Today's scripture speaks to how these events were recorded and acknowledged through a celebration called Purim.

Commemorating when their sorrow turned into joy.

Can I encourage you that your "Purim" is on its way?

That though you feel like the attack is relentless and you question how much more you can endure, God has a plan.

A plan greater than man.

A plan that involves strategically placing people in positions of power that will grant you favor unimaginable.

That those who oppose you will have done to them what they desired to have done to you.

Psalms 30 promises us that joy does come in the morning.

You. Will. Get. Through. This.

The days of mourning and worrying about the outcome of this specific situation are over.

Morning is coming.

Get ready to celebrate.

Let's pray...

"Lord, I almost let go. My mind has been failing me and my faith has been fading. Things are taking place in my life that I just don't understand. Today, I realize that's okay. It's part of the human experience. From this moment on I place more faith in you than ever before. That you don't just come through for me, but for those connected to me as well. And when you do Father, I will do nothing but celebrate your name and give you all the praise. In Jesus name I pray, Amen."

Today was lab day in cody so weather was perfect and warm. We walked around the town a bit till Mexican restaurant opened and had some really nice conversations with people. And ate a big lunch and then walked around walmart and home. Got some new sandals which felt nice and then I went for a little more walk to reach my step goal. Did some complaining and praying and I think I am so ready to give up. After all these years and still a ghost will get more acknowledgment then I have in the last 6 years. But I am just to tired and give in. I am sooooo praying that the private investigator finds not only the recording but the complaint and reactivates so the police will start questioning my wife. I do not care if it goes anywhere but then she will know God brought it out and her lies will be exposed. He seems to be taking longer then he thought because todays update said he was waiting on information from the police so I am hoping he found the recording and is asking why they don't have it. I plead with God that someone from the basin police will stop by and acknowledge that it has turned up and to make sure I am safe. Please oh please Lord let her be found out and stopped and let me move away and in hast so as not to make waves that will scare the flock.

Can't believe how upset this gaslighting from her and her pastor makes me.

Play some games till am then nap and start over. Did not hear anything from my my or the counselor about meeting or talking and I am not sending any invites out either. God bless all