Day 182 What is truth.


 

Truth is Jesus everything is lies of the world. So should I not be surprised. 

Today was pretty much the old day dream day.  Had kind of a hunch that my wife might be lying to me about the Temps and not talking and when she didn't send out a greeting this morning like she always does on sundays now since the marriage counselor got after her for thinking Sunday was a day of rest so she did not need to contact me. Kind of thought "wonder if she might go to church" so just in case I sent a prayer request to the marriage counselor to add her to his prayers for us since she has been sick. 

The counselor doesn't seem to happy talk to me but then he never has since the first meeting when he told me my wife was under the protection of the church because she had told them she fears for her life from me which was a total lie but they are finding that out slowly. GOD is making sure of it. 

The rest of the day was play games and walk. Had a nice walk tad cool but nice. Little brown cow wanted to be petted but was scared so he would walk to the fence and as you approached he would back up hehehe.


After 6 miles I came back into and played some more games and will still be playing for awhile then of to sleep because this is a no call night for my wife.

I am impressed the light leak I could see at the bottom of the door is gone. I adjusted it a little by bending the lip in a little since the door has never been straight and it closed so I can't see light and it has made a world of difference over night it is so much warmer in here and floor is not cold and the outside noise has dropped by about 60 percent. Guess I can finish tweaking the RV till I find a home. 

The weather app just said rain starting hehehe so another cold night then it says 64 tomorrow so another warm week then cold and back and forth hehehe.  Just thought of a joke. 

I downloaded a new wither app on my phone and every time I open it is just says "OR NOT"    spell check is killing me hehehehe

Well anyway time to slip into getting a new home day dreams and dream of being with my puppies.

See ya all mon yata 

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