Day 176 BEST ENDINGS

 


My best ending day dream.

They find the death threat recording and it is reinstated. I am then contacted by an attorney about this and thoughts of taking care of it so I mention a place to live and they find a nice house with metal shop and 3 car garage that is all off grid sitting west of Burlington which has been bankrupted and courted out so it is sitting cause no one wants a off grid home. I talk them in to donating to a homeless veteran with a disabled daughter so they could make more off the write off then the purchase. Which they agree and so I have a nice house on 160 acres plus with no fees for anything. And a moving company just happens to have time to move everything from wifes house and storage to new house that day and I get my puppies cause one of the workers asks about them said his kids would love them and they give them to him so long as I do not know and get them to which he agrees but knows they are going to my new place. The attorney says since there is attempted murder and gaslighting she will get the max for damages and says I need to file for divorce to which I agree whole heartedly. So in 1 day I am moved in divorced and git my puppies. And over the next week I get everything off my other property and get all the legal issues taken care of since not living on a property rakes in all kinds of fake claims and legal crap who knew. And with everything moved off I sell it and I disappear from my married life to an new life of true reality.   May God bless me so I pray. 

Well after a very bad phone call with the wife since I tried to life her spirits by sending some verses of God controls our days and knows how long we will live so she should concentrate on spending time with her mother and not fighting her on food, medicine, etc etc making every day a fight for control but instead make everyday an adventure and spend time loving and letting her mother do what she wants. I said you can never fail at loving someone but you will always fail at trying to control them. Which she took as an insult and got mad which ended the call. So I sent a text with an apology and she fires back no need to apologize good night 

So it 8 30pm and I just went out to take garbage to dumpster and feel so safe now because there is a city police officer sitting across the street with his head lights shining right on my door. Guess I am doing wrong again or maybe my wife got so mad she called her police sex pals and said find something and arrest him. So if I am not in jail tomorrow I be blogging hehehe. Night world

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