Day 172 counseling day place your bets

 

Well wonder what going to happen today. Seems more like marriage counseling is more of going on trail to prove I am not a believer then restore my marriage but maybe God will let me see a little ways ahead to what is really coming.

So far the day keeps changing but my wife is so far stating she will make counseling. The time has changed 2 times today it was a 1pm then moved to 2:30pm now its 4:30pm so we may just have you never know. The wind is blowing strong from the south and is a tad bit cool but tonight it is supposed to snow and blow from the north all weekend brrrrr. Went for a small walk of 2.26 miles to get steps in then the walk to church is 1 mile so shoild be close to normal days walking although I may slow way down when it get cold again hehehe

Marriage counseling was interesting. We spent 15 minutes on our marriage relationship then 45 minutes on how my wife should be taking care of her mother instead of how she IS taking care of her. Which maybe will sink in because she is doing nothing loving for her mother and only enforcing negative emotions toward her. Which is making her mad and yelling. So in some ways I was glad for her mother that maybe she might start getting loving care instead of yelling and forcing care.

The moon is suppose to be a blood moon eclipse tonight so staying around to see if happens although there is a storm on the way. 

Which makes for some great cloud pictures but it's a cold snow front moving in and pretty sure moon won't be out but I will check it a few times to make sure hehehehe

Well not sure how the marriage will end but every thing I said my wife repeated then could not give an explanation as to why she said it. One question that was asked since we missed so may sessions was what level between 1 and 10 did we think our hope was on the marriage surviving and I said 3 to which my wife said "the same" so I said the lack of communication and the level of communication have not changed and the effort she wants to put into it is near zero because she doesn't have time. And all she could think of was "I don't understand what your asking but I have been sending my husband lots of texts like on Sunday to wish him a good day" which is 1 text each Sunday and that is it. Nothing out of the blue to say I am thinking of you or a picture of my puppies nothing because she is to busy. So we will see what the coming week brings I guess. 

Going to sign off and watch moon.  Night Cincinnati