Day 168 I just want to live.



I just want a life back. Today is starting to early with daylight savings time on. Not ready for the change although it make very little change in my day but still it's hard to get use to doing things at a certain time and now its an how later in the day hehehe. My wife sent a quick text this morning but never looked at my reply so I feel she was just satisfying the marriage counselor or something to stay in contact and thats all she had time for. 
Today is rather nice. Not really sunny but over 50 degrees and warm.  My walk was nice and Mr squirrel was out eating while I made my 3 laps under his tree to keep the hawks away hehehe.  Lots of daydreaming but I am not taking my calcium zinc magnesium for 3 weeks to the dr and run lab test to make sure it's me taking instead of something wrong in my body but after 7 days without them my muscles hurt and I am out of energy and just plain wiped out. Hehehe

The first lonnnggg day of day light savings and I am tired even though normal time is 6pm it's now 7pm and lots of thoughts about someone to love or a house to own and a lawyer making my life completely fixed and done with all the fights and fires. But yes God promises that when we get to Him and not here. Guess I will have to read hubaka and see how his turmoil worked out because I know like Moses it wasn't good until they returned to God's house in heaven. Tomorrow is maybe sunny and 60 so looking better. And I think I'll sit back play some games and then click my snooze button. Because my 9am appointment is going to feel like 8am hahaha ha



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