Day 166 It will always be the day after.

 


That extra arm always goes there. It's not real warm out but the sun makes a BIG difference so went for a walk today and even took a shower. Need to have a bandage slapped on my back but will have to wait for my daughter to wake up. I think I will be ok just resting on my couch hehehe so I sit here and type. Been having a ton of day dreams of getting my perfect house donated to me and getting my puppies and moving in 1 day and filing for divorce and getting proof that I am not crazy or lying or abusive and moving on with life but I know while I may get a house and divorce in order to save more people God will make me disappear so as to not scare the flock and make it scatter.

I did get a nice daily devotional this morning and it is good to have that coming back. They got the reply option fixed so they can communicate fully. Looks like we may be warming back up and still lite freezes at night but otherwise around 50 so that will be nice. Having another year of VA not wanting to share information. I had my annual physical back in December and they still have not got my prescriptions to the pharmacy and it's March hehehe so yep calling and transferring and calling etc etc hehehehe

Pretty sure my wife will not be calling again tonight and will probably send a too sick text after I ask so this whole week has been nothing for marriage counseling and rebuilding. Which is why I am probably having all the day dreams of houses and divorce but unless she is willing to confess of a bunch of her lies and try to be honest and MARRIED to me I don't want to go on.

Believe it or not my wife did call tonight and said she was feeling better so she could tell me all about her mother. I kept after her to talk about herself but after a few words she would jump right back into her mother. So like always nothing was talked about. 

Well some get and bed. Tomorrow is suppose to be 10 degrees warmer so might be good day.

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