Day 148 surgery week begins

 


So the day begins and the week starts. The sub zero cold is back till Thursday and snow starting this afternoon till Wednesday so we are heading out to cody today to be therr for surgery tomorrow and the back on Wednesday. I have wound care tomorrow also during my daughters surgery then I have VA doctor appointment Wednesday morning. I keep dreaming how nice it would be if they truth were uncovered while I was in cody and they found a place around Clark to move so that I could just leave cody and everything would be moved to the new place and I head straight there. What a nice day that would be. Everything done and a house to live in. 
Anyway forgot that it was president's day so no group this morning so I am at daughters doctor appointment then head to rv and gather up our stuff and then head to cody. Wait till 3pm to check in and start our mini vacation hahaha.

The snow started and the blowing started and the bitter cold got colder so we took off in case it was a slow trip to cody. And we got to cody and half way here the sun came out and no snow and warmer hehehehe so they let us check in early. Only 30 minutes early but got in the room and loafed away. 

Well the day has ended and after a nice long hot bath and removing many layers of dead skin is feel really good and clean. Some times it's nice to stay in a motel when your homeless hehehe. Tonight I mentioned the multitudes of sins we have committed against God for ruining our marriage but will have to see what she says. She at least said the I love you tonight but if she is going to be the passive person that says nothing till I bring it up then she has no desire to be in this relationship.


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