Day 146 The day if pleading even more l.

 


Today it's warmer a bit. It's 8 degrees and snowing like crazy. I find myself self pleading with God again to bring the audio recording of the death threat back to life from where ever my wife got office campbell to hide it for sex. I plead with you oh Lord to revile all her lies and expose the evil satan is using her for. Father protect me and give me Your love and Spirit to hold me together through this trial. Guide my mouth and sight as I try to get through this. Please please oh Lord make it soon amen.

It remained cold most the day but when the sun popped out around 1pm I decided to hit the road and and go for my walk. Got 4.5 miles and all the horses were out waiting by fences some talking. My squirrel buddy was ready also as soon as I started my 3 laps pasted his eating tree he ran up and start chowing down. I finally figured it out there are 2 hawks flying around there but fly away when I walk out there so he is using me for protection hehehe buts that's just fine. Came home and played some games for the afternoon then at 6pm my propane tanks ran out so had to switch tanks. Hoping this one will last till sub zero Temps are over brrrr it got cold in here. 

I decided I would not send the text message to my wife about a call but since the last thing on the texts was my one from yesterday she called and it was the same thing "I have to keep it short under 5 minutes" so yes it was short and all about her mother. So man it is depressing. She did ask about sending more ai pictures so I sent her some of my last darker ones but I do not think she will understand the emotions in the pictures. I am going to mention tonight when I send her a goodnight picture that I do not know if I should be using the term "I love you" since she seems so unwilling to use it herself.

Here's a few shots from the walk.










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