Day 139 Is this a new round or just a reset of the old.

 


Cold and below zero again. Still have about 10 days of this they say which makes the walks a little tougher but only need 2 more days to get my 4 week badge haha.

Sure not feeling much love today such a lousy phone call with my wife last night I am really feeling alone today and kind of wanting it that way but on the other hand I would love to have someone to talk about life and dreams and feelings with.  So this is were my day is starting. My daughter has surgery coming up so this morning our marriage counselor sends out a text group of my wife, him, and me saying he is OK and over his flu so marriage counseling is on next Thursday but the church is so herd mentality and that's 4 days before surgery that I am pretty sure Wednesday I will be canceling. I also am thinking about no call tonight. I checked and my wife has not read my text from yesterday night asking if she wanted to talk. So why bother. PLEASE PLEASE OH LORD MAKE HER LIES KNOWN AND LET THE CALL SHE HID COME OUT AND BE HEARD EXPOSE WHAT IS GOING ON WITH HER AND HER PASTOR I BEG IF YOU GOD LET THEM KNOW.

The sun has been bright all day and feels warm even though it's only 11 degrees. But I started my walk and the food bank people were still handing out extra food so I nabbed a box and brought it home real quick. My daughter put it away while I was out walking and the other half of the box we give to the gal in back of rv park that's taking care of her mother. But it was a big box this time hehehe. Got all my check wrote out just need to get them to folks. But the walk was good and warm. Wishing I had my puppy's with me and a new house to live in so when we were done we could relax on the couch and look out the living room windows hehehe but got my 4.5 miles and I am only 1 day away from my 4 week straight badge. Woo-hoo. 

I don't think it will ask to call tonight my wife still has not looked at the text I sent yesterday night so heck with it.

Well in a surprising move my wife called even though I did not text her to see if she wanted to talk. She did talk about herself a bit tonight but nothing relationship wise or marriage wise just what she ate and did. Then she asked if I could send her some pictures cause she wasn't sure if i had or not. Which I haven't for 2 days but she tried to make it sound good so I sent her some tonight. Its going to be a long cold week so I am buckling up the blankets hehehe see you all in the am.


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