Day 137 Not sure why but man I feel cold.

 


Well slept from 10 till 1:30am so guess thats not bad. But my feet have felt chilled all yesterday afternoon and last night not sure why but the heater has been running and it gets up to 68 so should be warmer but it's still below zero outside so I think its wearing on me hehehe. They are saying the next 7 to 10 days will be the same so that might something to do with it also. I need to start painting my metal mounting strap so I can have the hand rail put on before my daughters surgery. I will concentrate on that today because marriage counseling is off.

Well by noon I had the hand rail installed and went for a walk. Seems I needed lots of monitoring hehehehe 




Yes they were watching me close hehehehe. The walk went well and got back guess we will see what the evening call brings from my wife but thats about all today looks like next week is all highs in the teens and lows below zero so I am hoping for surgery week for my daughter that we see some nice tempatures so snow will melt hehehe

Well after a world record short phone call with my wife whom basically said she was fine and had no tummy troubles like she said she was having tuesday so I guess either they are gone or never were but said goodnight and hung up without a love you or anything. 

Guess I am going to blast off into gaming night all

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