Day 127 Is third rime a charm or is living for Christ better


  Really nice day, cody was almost 40 lots of melt althought basin was 10 degrees cooler.  Wound care went good and sounds like I may not need the skin graft which is nice although this will leave a bigger mark hehehe.  The doctor cuts and scrapes the wound to make it bleed causing it to form a scab which will build new tissue. But on a good note I have a belly button and now I have a backy button hehehe and both are innies hehehe ok great funny at the beach. 


So Mr Goose is still wondering around the fairgrounds. He is looking good and when I stood in front of him this morning he held his wings out and hissed (which I so wished I would have thought to pull the cell out and start video rolling) but I could not see and signs of damage but he walks slow like his right wing and leg bother him. Which is the side showing in picture. This makes day 4 that he has been here. I took him popcorn last night and moved it this morning closer to where he moved and today during my walk I moved it again closer to the new spot he moved to hehehe but hoping he will start eating it so he can stay alive and soon fly out of here. There were 2 new people I saw walking today one was my granddaughter who does not talk to me and hasn't for over 6 years since my wife soured any relationship I had with her. And some other lady had walked out of town, all the way to my turn around spot and was walking back to town from turning around when we passed. So maybe I am starting a trend hehehe

Still have dreads about having to be on a date with my wife. I know the marriage counselor thinks we will get to that step but all I can see at this time is what it was like for the last 5 years. We sit and eat in total silence and do not even glance at each other except to make sure the other one is not look back for something. No talking, planning, emotions, etc and I do not want to sit through that any more and sadly to say that is all our nightly conversations amount to.

While at the hospital they were called out of the wound care for an emergency which turned out to be carbon monoxide poisoning and as I started thinking of how many there have been lately I got wondering if for example 1 car in a garage with doors closed will kill anyone in there after 8 hours.  So how long with the constant increase of cars driving daily will it be before people start dropping everywhere because of too much in the earth's atmosphere? I am fearing we may have just started to reach that point. And with all the lead falling onto the ground from the air which is killing us through the plants that suck it up and we eat I really do not think global warming is the real thing we should be worried about.

But for the day in whole it has been good. Lots of laughs with the hospital staff and walmart was quick and painless so yep good. Guess I will call it a night and play some games and day dream of getting a nice house that cost as much as I can sell me other place for and get moved in, in 2 days hehehe

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