Day 121 My life is in chaos and yet the world thinks it's more. Hehehe

 

So as I was landing on my secret moon base to escape the rat race known as sin (and yes seclusion is a sin also) I just had to marvel at the beauty of the moment. The earth in the sky and towering walls to prevent meteorites from hitting the structures it is all just a great picture. 

So anyway my wife actually sent a text this morning that she liked both pictures I sent. No good morning or how are you doing and did not even say anything about the picture I sent right before those 2 of the snow blowing off of franks peak south of cody. So was it an actual response or just testing the line to make sure the fish are still around. It's still below zero outside and looking for a high today of almost 20 Woo-hoo, I noticed this morning there are some 1/4 to 1/2 inch cracks about 6 to 10 feet long around the RV this morning that weren't there last night. About 4 or 5 of them heading in all directions so not sure if it's the ground contracting or did one of jelly stones quakes move us last night hehehe. 

Have you ever thought (and this has NO scientific backing at all) that our little compressed gas pellet pistols and rifles that push a pellet or BB through the air at speeds that can kill birds etc. Now if you were standing on the moon with no atmosphere or gravity and pulled the trigger that would be enough to probably go right through someone and their space suit hehehe or at least the suit and make a deep wound in them. So I headed out on my walk it was a cloudy 8 degrees and about 1/3 of the way into the 4.33 miles the sun pops out and it gets really warm for my heavy winter coat but was a nice walk and had a good time. The horses were out sunning and enjoying and it got up to like 14 degrees. No nothing was melting but sure feels better than minus any temp hehehe. I also saw a bunch of cracks in the county road so it was the earth contracting in the subzero Temps. Well its getting close to midnight and I'm still daydreaming about finding a home. The more I look the more I find homes I can get into with payments of less than 500 a month which is what I need to live and I can't find anything to rent even close to what I can afford. I have a piece of property from my first marriage that was paid for before I remarried thus making it exempted from dividing under this marriage but I so badly need to find someone with legal advice to sit and talk to because I am pretty sure if I sell it to buy another place that money becomes community property or assets and this would make it something I have to divide and I don't want that so since we are separated does that still apply or do I need to file for legal separation to make this happen outside the marriage. I have found 2 places so far that would be around 400 a month and both need finishing like sheetrock and floors etc. But one could live there and fix it up then sell again to upgrade. Just need a good legal life counselor hehehehe but I do know my wife is sick right now with RSV and I need to stay clear. She knows it is ripping through her church and she babysittes the pastor's grandson whom had it but the next day he seemed fine so she said "oh yes bring him over" Now she wonders why she is so sick and everyone in her house is sick but it has nothing to do with the stuff at church because she is way to careful (cough cough) makes me feel sick just talking on the phone with her and since I have to be in the hospital every Monday for wound care and my daughter is getting ready for neck surgery in a few weeks, we needed to stay isolated and healthy. So I am hauling my germ spray around with me and my masks in case I have to be near them or the church. Our marriage counselor is suppose to be back this week but I am kind of hoping she is to sick to make it to counseling so I can skip it. And maybe next week. But will have to see. Keep dreaming that tomorrow is the day I move into a house hehehehe I will keep praying.