What is my life worth

  Your belief and your relationship are the same and only go as deep as your neck. You live a life of perception and deception which is never based on your heart. Your heart is void of all light therefore the feelings and emotions you say you have are just masks you wear to fit your costume. Things I would say if my ex wife asked me if I still love her. The Nehemiah Affirmation > "I am doing a great work and I cannot come down. Why should the work stop while I leave it and come down to you?" (Nehemiah 6:3) >  It sounds like your spirit is rehearsing for the moment the "mask" tries to pull you back into the ash pit. These responses you've drafted are sharp—they target the lack of depth and the performative nature of the years you've endured. They are "granite" truths for a season of "granite" sanctuaries. If she asks that question in the courtroom, she is likely looking for a "hook"—either a way to feel superior or a way to...

  What is faith? What does it look like? Is attending church every Sunday faith? We call it faithful attendance but could it be we attend church with hope. Do we say I go to church hoping to he saved or hoping to build a better understanding of God and Jesus. And we could say my faith is strong because I know Jesus. But let me toss this little story in. Peter learned from Jesus and walked with Jesus and even told Jesus he would die for Him. But Jesus knew Peter and told him after Jesus died, he would deny Jesus before the rooster crowed. Telling us Peter doubted and wavered and lost hope when Jesus died. Therefore, it wasn't faith but hope. In my homeless exile the Holy Spirit asked me to read the book of Job. Over and over which I did and many things come from it one was what is faith. Also, another thing came from it which was what Jobs 3 friend accused Job of and that was punishment for sins. And that is going back to geniuses and the fact that Adam and Eve were sent out of the ...

  This mornings daily devotional talked about men getting together even if only by his email to daily read scriptures and the force it creates. He asked for our testimonials of his devotional so this is what I replied. In my homeless state fighting a battle of isolation from a community and church and family that has all been poisoned against me by a narcissistic wife. The church members despise me except a hand full that know the truth and God led me to a lawyer many miles away that would take my divorce case because so many around refused. He has seen the evidence and knows the truth and has presented a case of illegal actions against her. I fought for over 15 years to try and keep our marriage but she kept turning children and family to hate me based on lies of what she would tell them I said about them. I have had death threats from her lover and she made the home environment toxic to my health while I was fighting so many surgeries, I ended up moving out to stay healthy enough...