What is my life worth

  Another numb day I feel.  Father this morning I pray from this verse you gave my in the daily devotional email the day after I signed my divorce papers on May 5th Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword. For I have come to turn ‘a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law; a man’s enemies will be the members of his own household. ~ Matthew 10:34-36 NIV Father I seem to be ready for satan to attack. I can feel the stir and pray for the help of God.    You God have walked with and have seen everything I have lived. You God know my heart and I ask today that You Father help me to find the sin of vengeance and pain of unjustly and wash them off my heart. Let the past be a warning that I dont fall into again and let me move forward seeing the blessings and movement of your hand. Maybe I need to ask God to fill my heart with joy that he is answering my...

  I am homeless, I am lonely, I am cold and old and weak. My wife is doing illegal things in our divorce causing it to take years as my lawyer fights this corruption which changes every month. I am numb and like Job want this to end. I just want away from the evil that has surrounded me for over 15 years. The only love and friend I have is God. I just want away.  For weeks now God has kept me company with two sentries that watch my camp day and night and always tell me they are on duty or sleeping. I praise God and thank God for his love and warmth. Father this morning I pray from this verse you gave my in the daily devotional email the day after I signed my divorce papers on May 5th Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword. For I have come to turn ‘a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law; a man’s enemies will be the members of his own household. ~ Matthe...

  Father this morning I pray from this verse you gave my in the daily devotional email the day after I signed my divorce papers on May 5th Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword. For I have come to turn ‘a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law; a man’s enemies will be the members of his own household. ~ Matthew 10:34-36 NIV Father I seem to be ready for satan to attack. I can feel the stir and pray for the help of God.    You God have walked with and have seen everything I have lived. You God know my heart and I ask today that You Father help me to find the sin of vengeance and pain of unjustly and wash them off my heart. Let the past be a warning that I dont fall into again and let me move forward seeing the blessings and movement of your hand. Maybe I need to ask God to fill my heart with joy that he is answering my prayer and starting to reveal ...

  High today maybe 10 low tonight -4. There's ice on the windows and walls. It's is going to be a blanket warm day with not much outside. I pray for the work God is doing to move swiftly towards and end without court and drama. Just a split of assests with enough to get me out of Wyoming and started in Arizona. That I can settle in peace and leave the ash pit behind. Again my daily devotional email was stuck in the junk box with more encouragement so I know satan is hiding it there since I flag it not junk every morning.  Father this morning I pray from this verse you gave my in the daily devotional email the day after I signed my divorce papers on May 5th Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword. For I have come to turn ‘a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law; a man’s enemies will be the members of his own household. ~ Matthew 10:34-36 NIV Father I seem...

  Todays daily devotional email was great again and also hid in my junk box. I am positive satan is hiding them because evey day now for 4 days has been reinforcing JOB 42:10 Jesus replied: “‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.’ This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself. ~ Matthew 22:37-39 NIV The madness has to stop. I am ashamed at the number of Christians who are extending their hatred of sin to the person who commits the sin. Resulting in rebuking both the sin and the individual instead of the sin alone. This is how the world operates, not the family of faith. It is the world that labels and condemns. Looking for your latest deeds and accomplishments and if they are not pleased with them they cast you aside looking for a replacement. The world is dog eat dog, but in Christ it should be love begets love. At some point we have to choose to love through our indifferen...