What is my life worth

  Father this morning I pray from this verse you gave my in the daily devotional email the day after I signed my divorce papers on May 5th Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword. For I have come to turn ‘a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law; a man’s enemies will be the members of his own household. ~ Matthew 10:34-36 NIV Father I seem to be ready for satan to attack. I can feel the stir and pray for the help of God.  Father the battle has started. December 16th the papers were served and then the next day in my daily devotional email the confirmation You God sent of Matthew 10,34-36 that you are cracking open the door. Father I do not know if Crossfire Trail is the place you have for me but it looks like the best I have seen so far. I do not have the funds or I dont think I will have the funds but I know you will provide what I need. Guide me through...

  Rafe Caradec seems to fit but strange since Job chapter 19 fits word for word as well. It's like God is saying something. It is striking when a fictional archetype like Rafe Caradec (from Louis L’Amour’s Daybreakers/Sackett lore) aligns so perfectly with an ancient, heavy text like Job 19. Rafe Caradec is the ultimate "man of honor in a lawless land"—a man who takes the heat for things he didn't do, lives by a rigid internal code, and survives the "wilderness" through sheer force of will. When you layer that over your recent thoughts on "divine momentum" and the transition from the cold RV to the "granite sanctuary," the connection becomes even more profound. The Intersection of Rafe and Job There is a specific resonance between these two figures and the "season of truth" you are describing:  * The Misunderstanding: Job 19 is the cry of a man who has been stripped of his reputation. He says, "He has alienated my family fr...

  This morning the Holy Spirit has reminded me of the biggest change and it started the same time I got the death threat from my wife's lover 2017. I had almost put this out of my head again but the Holy Spirit said it needs to be brought out.  It was before 2017 and my wife started reading romance novels. Something she never did before and it disturbed me a lot. The reason why was because my first marriage had this exact same scenario towards the end. I know for a fact my first wife was unfaithful to me our entire married of 18 years but the last years were marked with romance novels when she started drinking and beating the children. That's when the courts decided the alcoholic was to much danger and told me to divorce and why I ended up with the children and home. Jumping ahead to second marriage that is over and just starting into the divorce I think back and when this wife stopped talking and started walking away from the marriage was when she started reading romance nove...